"And in those simple beautiful movements I remembered what was really important in training; that consistency trumps intensity; all the time. That intensity is born from consistency. That one cannot force it, one has to lay in wait for it, patiently, instinctively, calmly and be ready to grab it when Grace lays it down in front of you."
Sunday, September 27, 2026
Friday, September 25, 2026
Wednesday, September 23, 2026
16 kg snatch 5 x 6/6 1 x 8/8. 20 kg swings 20 sets of 5, band extensions
Better than last week, Plus used the comp bell at the end and it seemed to give me a better lockout for some reason
163.8
Monday, September 21, 2026
CB arm casts, paralette pushups, belt squats
Knee was wonky from tight soleus from stupid fucking bw LUNGES on Sat! Worked on it all day yesterday and its way better but still not right
Literally RIGHT after I got the sciatica under control this pops up
But I've had it before and know what to do but this is getting ridiculous
CB arm casts
10b x 10/10 x 1
15 lb x 8/8 x 2
20 lb x 6/6 x 6
Shield casts
10 lbs x 10/10 x 2
Parallete pushups (true parallel grip) 8 x 10
20 kg belt squat x 2 x 8
32 kg x 2 x 8
162.8
Sunday, September 20, 2026
Saturday, September 19, 2026
48 kg swings 20 x 5 ( 35 min ) bw step back lunges 5 x 5/5 pullaparts 3 x 30
This went well. slept well too ( 7.5!) slow to warmup but groove felt solid once I got to weight and remembered how much this beast wants to pull me over
Last time I did 20 sets with in was in February
11.0
Friday, September 18, 2026
Thursday, September 17, 2026
KB snatch practice 16 kg x 4/4 x 5, 20 kg swings 20 x 5, band pushdowns + day one of ethical dairy back in. diet
These are actually feeling better and no issues this thursday morning as I write this
164.3
Tuesday, September 15, 2026
Belt squats 6 x 8 with 48 kg, Parallete pushups 10 x 10, band tri ext 4 x 12-15
Belt squats went great
warmups
32 x 8
36 x 8
40 x 8
44 x 8
48 x 8 x 6
not sure about pushups though, still getting too much left shoulder clunking
Next monday shield casts
Sunday, September 13, 2026
35 lb ruck 1:15:51 15:09 ave pace
slow as FUCK for no good reason, no excuses, slept well, ate up yesterday etc etc but the needle wouldnt move
even HR was low
weird
164.6
Saturday, September 12, 2026
44kg swings 20 x 5, foam squats 5 x 5, pullaparts 3 x 30
These went well. the groove was good on both sides and strength was good too
7 hours 15 min sleep too! I'm figuring out my sleep needs finally. What a difference especially as I get older
163.8
10.6
Friday, September 11, 2026
Thursday, September 10, 2026
Relearning to snatch, 20 kg swings 20 x 5, band ext 4 x 15
Though that maybe snatches would open up the shoulder and not jack my back. Seems to have gone ok
Right shoulder overhead is tight but I rotate left to right not the opposite as I do trying to lock out the barbell press
Plus it activates the flexion muscles of the shoulder not the lats
We'll see
163.2
Monday, September 07, 2026
170 x 1 x 10, floor pushups 35, 30 20, band long head ext 4 x 12
ANOTHER bad nights sleep dog tummy issues but training went well
162.8
Sunday, September 06, 2026
40 kg swings 20 x 5, 40 kg belt squats 5 x 8 pullaparts 3 x 30
Better than expected, right 1st rib out after weighted pushups but things settled down after 5 or so sets
164.2
Friday, September 04, 2026
35 lb three mile ruck 44:19 44:45 ave pace
This went well. Hit all the mile splits just a little ahead of last weeks and it all went great
164.4
Thursday, September 03, 2026
Wt parallete pushups 53 lbs x 5 x 5, 20 kg swings 20 x 5 , band pushdowns 4 x 15
This was solid V
V angle on the bars, shoulders and elbows worked well
bw x 8 x 2
25 lb x 6
32 lb x 6
53 x 5 x 5
bw x 15
can see/feel the difference in pec arm size after just two weeks. nice
164.4
Monday, August 31, 2026
180 x 1 x 8, floor pushups 35, 32, 27, long head band ext 4 x 15
Not great sleep but 104 HRV! Felt ok strength wise but poor concentration and bad connection to my body
Misssed sets 4 and 6 just not arched enough at start so bar went out front
Once a week is better for my body I think but harder on the lift
Next week 170 for 12 sets
164.5
Sunday, August 30, 2026
35 kg five mile ruck 1:12;59, 14:35 ave pace
Second fastest ever.Off of 5 hours sleep. Good sleep but sciatica woke me up at 1 and couldnt get comfortable again. I think I'll try no pillow under knees tonight
Felt fine from the Beast swings and squats so that is good. Less sore than with the 32 but I thinks thats from everything re aligning again.I hope
164.5
Saturday, August 29, 2026
48 kg swings 10 x 5, 40 kg swings 10 x 5, 48 kg belt squats 4 x 7, pullaparts 3 x 30 3 angles
This went great better than expected. Everything was fine, my back, hips, grip, technique, mind set. All solid for the first 48 kg swings since January
Dont know yet how I'm going to cycle the weights but this big bell did its job of focusing my mind
Sleep was good again. Didnt use the pillow for the first half of the night then put it under for the rest
Bell height was low but that fine
164.5
Thursday, August 27, 2026
35 lb three mile ruck 44:39 14: 52 ave pace
SO WEIRD exactly the same overall time and ave pace as last week despite different mile splits
Obviously this watch is NOT that accurate
But a strong ruck nonetheless
GREAT sleep last night 6:44 min 47 HRV 40+ deep and 1.5 REM
164.5
Wednesday, August 26, 2026
Parallette wt pushups, 20 kg swings 20 x 5, band pushdowns 4 x 15
This went well, better than expected
Shoulders and elbows behaved
Felt stronger than I thought but I'm used to doing then after max effort presses in the past
bw x 8 x 2
25 lbs x 6
32 lbs x 5 x 7
swings went well if I really focused on not losing inside right heel contact
Didnt realize how much I lost connection til just recently
164.4
Saturday, August 22, 2026
44 kg swings 10 x 5, 40 kg swings 10 x 5, 44 kg belt squats 5 x 8, pullaparts 3 x 30
Decent sleep just not enough (5.5) back was ok but havent swung this bell in 6 months so a little worried
But it was solid! as was the 40 after Very pleased especially so light
163.6
Friday, August 21, 2026
Thursday, August 20, 2026
CB arm casts 20 lbs 6 x 6/6 20 kg swings 20 x 5 ( fast pace) , band pushdowns 5 x 12
No video as these are just boring. Going to try weighted pushups next week for the main course on Wed and if they dont work go back to light presses.Need something to force me to focus
164.3
Tuesday, August 18, 2026
165 x 1 x 10, floor pushups 25 x 3 ring tricep ext bw,
This actually went well. Slept ok, no sciatica thank G-d but very nervous
the squat technique standing on yoga blocks from Gabby Venus really seems to instanly unwind the back and balance the hips
This all pushing workout makes sense now. Pushups felt strong and really glad I put them back in
My new wobble board arrives today
164.6
Sunday, August 16, 2026
35 lb five mile ruck 1:15:14,15:02 ave pace
First time back in 15 min mile category in awhile. Despite not great sleep once I got going I thought I would register better numbers but no go.
Still its more than fine when a bad day is just 15 min miles
163.4
the sciatic pain and not being able to fully relax really revs the engine
Thursday, August 13, 2026
Wednesday, August 12, 2026
Chin Press 155 x 1 x 7, 20 kg max vo 2 swings 15 x 5, floor pushups 3 x 15
Thought this might actually help and I think it did but wont know for sure til tomorrow ( or late tonight) Sciatica was back a bit at 1 am but not bad just general tightness. Enough that I couldnt just lie there and relax
Started McKenzie extensions and elevated split squat stretches and some broomstick lay back press positions that seemed to make a difference
It seems I just did too much total volume and broke down but dont think it was the press that did it
These felt easy and just made really sure to lock knees before starting
164.4 bw
Monday, August 10, 2026
Sunday, August 09, 2026
35 lb ruck 5 miles 1:13:56 14:47 ave pace
This went well, obviously good sleep , sciatica almost zero. took an apigenin at midnight after waking up and it helped
Legs did not feel light and it was work to keep the pace but I could
137 HRV!
164..4
Saturday, August 08, 2026
36 kg swings 25 x 5 ( 27 min) 16 kg kb front squats 4 x 5, 3 way pullapart 3 x 30
Decent sleep but still sciatic tibial nerve woke me up at 12, pillow under knees helped
This is getting old but swings felt strong and safe
Next week 40 kg for 20 sets , back to cycling weights and volume
164.811.3
Thursday, August 06, 2026
35 lb ruck three miles 44:25 14:44 ( second fastest/tie)
Slept ok, not great but I got some good speed early and my legs held. Got to start at 11 instead of noon and that helped. No body issues from yesterday
20 lb CB Casts 5/5, 1/15 with 15#, 20 kg swings 25 x 5 in 20 min, Floor pushups 3 x 20
Decent sleep, sciatica 90%+ gone thank G-d
Arm casts were solid and pushups were fine
166.8 !
11.1
Monday, August 03, 2026
16 kg press 10 x 3/3, 36 kg belt squat 5 x 8, floor pushups 3 x 15 1 x 112 , band tri ext 3 x12
Sleep best in week.Sciatica much better. Right now feel normal
workout felt ok
165.4
11.1
Sunday, August 02, 2026
35 lb ruck 3 miles 1:14:28 14:53 ave pace
This was hard. Sciatic woke me up at 1 am and although I ended up with 6:18 sleep my HRV was 12!!! and I feel it
Tried to use the quicker steps to get some early speed but the first mile sucked 15:36 but then I went back to Lean, Fall, Push and things got better just took me two miles to warmup.
165.0
Saturday, August 01, 2026
32 kg swings 30 x 5 in 30 min, floor pushups 3 x 15 , rev pullaparts 4 x 20
This went way better than expected. slept well last time til sciatica woke me at 1, pretty strong line but that was the first night in 4 with no alleve or ibuprofen just one aspirin
But sleep numbers were good and I felt ok
I think not doing enough hip opening squats was the base of the problem,knee and ankle mobility are good but hips I ignored
A few sets of flat footed, wide stance supported squat stretches seems to have made a big difference
But at least I'm not panicked now and have been able to sit still and relax. First time in awhile not feeling inner torque
Also did the pushups ( partials with power like before) and 8 kg kb press to see
felt ok on both
164.8
Thursday, July 30, 2026
35 LB Ruck 3 miles in 44:58 14:59 ave pace
Realized I didnt know exactly HOW to ruck faster; should I push off harder? Leave my leg extended longer? Faster race but that means what?
Turns out it means faster STEPS PER MIN!
At 15 min/ mile my stride length is 29/30 inches at that equals 121 steps per minute. To Ruck 14:30 I have to take 125 steps per min
Now I have to key in on exactly how many steps per minute I'm taking now
Excited though to finally have the answer; I just didnt ask the right question
166.4
11.1
Wednesday, July 29, 2026
20 lb arm cast 5 x5/5 10 lb shield cast 5 x 5/5
This was solid but not easy. Should not have done the one arm shield casts second, lots or wrist stress
Probably just do two hard work going forward
Sciatica basically gone thank g-d and sleep was solid although not perfect
167.2!!
11.9
sleep helps!
Sunday, July 26, 2026
35 lb 5 mile ruck 1:14:15 14:50 ave pace
This went well despite a slow first mile 15:28
Sleep was decent but sciatica still woke me up hard time unfucking it but so far today it hasnt talked to me even in my nap
Saturday, July 25, 2026
32 kg swings 30 x 5 in 25 min, 16 kg front squat 5 x 5, pullaparts 3 x 20, bench pushups 5 x 10
Slept decent ( took pigeninin ) RIGHT before bed and it helped and sciatica didnt kick in at all til 3 am so its getting better
Knee nerve flossing is helping and I had the most back relaxed evening in a week.
Warmed up cautiously and used old lumbo pelvic rhythm style and didnt try to swing high and it went well
Could have done 40 but 30 seemed smarter
Kb front squats ( just left arm rack) were good too
Pushups were not , left shoulder rattling around too much so those are out as a replacement for presses
Next up : CB arm and shield casts
164.8
11.9
Friday, July 24, 2026
35 lb 3 mile ruck 44:15, 14:44 ave pace!
didnt plan on going this fast especially since sciatica is still yakking at me but it was strong and easy
Sciatica does rear up on rucks
165.4
Wednesday, July 22, 2026
170 x 1 x 10, 180. x 1,185 x 1, 20kg swings 20 x 5 in10 min, scott band ext 3 x 20,18,15
Slept the best I have in weeks 6:52! been exhausted and sciatica was almost gone and I could lay on my. back, lit up a little on side sleeping but its better!
No hangs or cossacks but hip is still not perfect and I felt quadratus femoris a on right arm swings in the first few sets
adapted to more quad style but WTF is going on
No issues now at 5 but???
presses felt good just very tight and stiff and low energy
I need more than one good night to get back
166.8 at workout
Monday, July 20, 2026
175 x 1 x 13, scott triceps ext 3 x 15 db rear delts 4 x 12 with 12s
This went shockingly well considering my sciatic pain coming back and four nights of shit sleep made me just about ditch the press again
Nothing scares me more than low back pain and this was a direct reminder even though it was just a hint of it; I remembered fast
But I didnt do any hangs or cossack stretches today and so far so good, even now after the training and a nap ( where it showed up yesterday and I couldnt get comfortable at all. Nor relax
Tonight will tell
BUT the presses were ALL PERFECT I was tired so I stopped at 13 but man this is the BEST form I have ever done
165.4 lightest of late . Pain, fear and poor sleep not good for my appetite at all
No worries though as I'm liking eating less
35 lb 5 mile ruck 1:13:33. 14:50 ave pace
Started out almost too slow ( 15:41 first mile ) but ended up great> Very strong despite more bad sleep now front right leg sciatica! havent had this for over 20 years. Gotta figure out where this sources from
165.8
Saturday, July 18, 2026
32 kg swings 40 x 5 in 40 min, 16 kg kb front squat 4 x 5each side, pullaparts
Not a great night again. Feels like sciatica now in my right thigh and calf. I think its just wrong rotations in the tib and femur but its not nice and I'm not in the mood for it
Adjust swing for a bit and kept head up more and tried to arch better and it helped but lumbar felt weak throughout
Not sure it just wasnt new position
KB front squats seemed to actually help
I think I've just been roundback bending over too much all day for dogs waterbowls and dog stuff so I'll stop that
As I write this at 6 pm I feel normal so we'll see
best height I've had on the right arm in forever. Looking up helped
165.8
11.5
Thursday, July 16, 2026
35 lb 3. mile ruck 44:25, 14:47 ave pace
This was way better than expected. First GOOD nights sleep since July 4 and it showed up. I was shooting for 14:52 or better but actually thought I was behind! Trying to math when rucking isnt good but alls well than ends well.
It was 80 degrees but a good breeze and I was solid althought I had to push it to get that speed
Legs were NOT light or loose
166.211.9
Wednesday, July 15, 2026
170 x 1 x 10, 180 x 1, 190 x 1 x 2. 20 kg swings 20 x 5, scott tricep ext
Shocking, after ANOTHER night of shit sleep a solid workout. Simplified technique on unracking(less heel rocking and more focus on big air and chest up
Lost eye focus on first 190 so I took it over and it was better
Tuesday, July 14, 2026
175 x 1 x 20, tricep band ext 3 x 15
All over the place today. Making stupid mental errors, nothing horrible but not perfect reps. Biorhythms an intellectual bottom. lol Felt like it
Slept well though
166.2
Sunday, July 12, 2026
35 lb five mile ruck 1:14:25. 14:52 ave pace
This went better than expected. Was pretty tired at start( still not getting back to sleep well after my first pee wakeup but started out slow on purpose
but each new mile dropped pace accordingly. a very decent over time and pace
15:21 first mile split
165.2 BW
Saturday, July 11, 2026
32 kg swings 40 x5 37 min, step up/step over low box 4x?, supported pistols two foot down one leg up 3 x ?
This went well. Pretty strong even and faster than usual
Sleep ok but not enough deep ( 30 ) HRV 59 which is good
Step work was interesting, we'll see tomorrow, Neg to concentric pistols were surprisingly decent
166.2
11.5 ( b)
Thursday, July 09, 2026
35 lb three mile ruck 44:45 14:54 ave pace
This went just as I hope.Still not getting enough sleep so I was really dragging at start but I felt better almost immediately
Wanted to stay just around sub 15 min miles and it was spot on
166.2
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